New Blog

For quite some time now, I have been trying to be the "good girl".
It is driving me insane!
I have started a new blog, for my erotic writings and maybe a few more personal things, who knows...

If you are at all interested, please email me at amethyst.rising@gmail.com for the link.
For the readers of my everyday "good girl" blog, (the few of you who know about Submissive In The Dark)I am honsetly not trying to hide things from you, the new blog is just another part of me that I usually keep hidden. It would get too confusing if I tried to link it with the everyday blog. I am not sure that most of you would understand.

Amazing...

I am startled to find that I still get visitors here.
Please come to my new site, and see what you think!
http://ksamethystrising.blogspot.com/

My life has changed so much, and I have learned so much...

Announcement

A few things.
There will be no other explanations, so listen now.
First, I want no questions, no "get well" comments... I'm just moving on.
Sir and I are no longer. There was something I thought would work itself out, and it didn't. Something I cannot live without. We are still great friends, and I will love Him and consider Him to be the love of my life forever, but we cannot be together, at least not at this time.
When I left the city, He asked me if I had everything... I said everything but my heart, I'm leaving that here with you... And that's what I meant. I may get to the point that I may occasionally share my bed with a man, but no one will ever have my heart, and anyone who tries to tie me down will be kicked to the curb. He told me the tattoo could be covered easily, and I know it could, but I don't see that happening. I want Him to know that I will always belong to Him.
Now. Second subject. "Submissive in the Dark" doesn't suit me well anymore. I have been sort of outgrowing it for a while now. I have created a new blog, and I hope you all will start reading me there. Its "Amethyst Rising" at http://ksamethystrising.blogspot.com/ . So, I hope to see you all there...

Thanks so much for understanding... If it wasn't for the friends that I have made here, I would never get through this...

Talk to you soon....

To Sir With Love

Love Is Not Enough

Sometimes I have to tell myself to keep on breathing
My heart is not believing you're gone
I try hard to remind myself time will do the healing
'Cause right now I'm not feeling all that strong

Everything's a memory
And they're taunting me
Just one simple thing
And I'll break down and cry

Chorus:
Why I wanna scream it's just not fair
Pray to god I didn't care
I wanna turn back time
Turn back time and have you here with me
I want to find someone to blame
But sometimes life gets in the way
And it doesn't care how much we love
'Cause sometimes love is just not enough

Oh we took a chance we gave it all we had and couldn't make it
It didn't work for all the times we tried
No matter how we loved, it seemed the odds were stacked against us
Now we have to live our separate lives

Well I'm not ready yet
Too much to forget
Oh it still feels like
A part of me is dying

Repeat chorus

Sometimes love is just not
How come love is just not
Enough